I’m seriously so tired of hating everything about myself. I’ve made no progress. I’m getting nowhere. It isn’t because I don’t try because I really do, but I can never stick to anything. Its almost like I feel that I don’t deserve to be happy. It’s just that looking in the mirror every day and crying , comparing myself to everybody, and regretting eating even healthy food is starting to get really old and I don’t know how much longer I can do this. This is the worst year of my entire life.

           what        

                                      am

         i  

                                                doing

                     with

my 

                             life